I've become a drifter among friends
Always running into dead ends
"They say home is where the heart is
But I can never go home"
There is no better way to explain
Other than repeating meaningless words
That temporarily numb the pain
Track Name: Gordon Freeman
I've sailed on sinking ships
I've walked on burning bridges
I know what loneliness is
I've seen my world
Come to an end
So many times
I've been pouring my heart out
Bleeding every thing this body holds
This never really gets old
The walls in my heart thicken
It's becoming easier to
Sever all of my ties
"Never having the words to say
All that screams is my stomach.
Choking between my heart and my mouth
Is this what you wanted?
I reside in this hole of a home
And empty shell of a body
With my nails dug in the dirt
My lungs start to hurt
Know that I dont need anybody.
I just need to rest to know with
The knowledge that you scribble
Hearts around my pictures too."